CHANEL CHARLOTTE

labelwhore

2011-06-08T01:35:00.005+08:00

Slave for bags.

2011-04-13T11:24:00.004+08:00

Louis Vuitton Articles De Voyage Denim Cabas

Issey Miyake Bilbao

Céline Luggage Tote

Miu Miu Miniature Bow

Chloé Marcie

Marc Jacobs Yo Yo Dot Rain Tote with Umbrella

backdated

2011-03-25T12:15:00.002+08:00

i don't know how to blog anymore.

Right or Wrong?

2011-01-03T12:22:00.004+08:00

everyone seems to agree that you'd rather have bad times with the right one than good times with the wrong one. but in the first place, how do you determine who's the right one? is he/she the right one for you? well, i don't think anyone can assure this.
so what makes you feel that the person is the right one?
to have common interest?
to feel lost without the person?
to miss the person when he/she is not with you?
to feel comfortable with the person?
handsome/pretty?
rich?
how many bad times can you endure with the right person?
how many good times do you need to get melted by that wrong person?
see, the answer is very obvious.

these are just criterias that you set when looking for a partner. there's so many people that can actually be your "right" one if this is the case.

if you think that he/she's your right one, fight for it? why make your life and life of others miserable loving he/she whom will not love you and causing problem to others' relationship? and deep down you know, it's not impossible to move on, it's just because he/she was the last one that you felt "right" with thus you stopped giving chance to yourself and others. but once you fall in love again, you'll surely think back and say "fuck, i was so dumb" right?

p.s: please move on, live today like there's no tmr.

we're meant to be, supposed to be.

2010-12-16T14:23:00.002+08:00

but we lost it.

The one,

2010-11-23T15:05:00.002+08:00

we made it a point to catch a movie once a month, on our special day.
he's not someone whom'll camwhore with me,
not someone whom'll plan all the activities before bringing me out.
i guess i've adapted to everything, and also to look at things from a different view.

誕生日おめでとう

2010-11-13T13:18:00.001+08:00

His 22nd birthday, last month.

from : http://cupcaketology.livejournal.com/

1704

2010-10-30T14:05:00.001+08:00

Tu es mon meilleur ami.

2010-10-30T11:54:00.001+08:00

GUESS WHO!

Finally met up with cuppycake last month, and i'm glad we don't just get to meet on each others' birthday but occasionally on random days to dine and shop as well!

there's two Ws in my life:)

我吃的苦,比吃的饭多

2010-10-20T12:19:00.006+08:00

Death of a thousand cuts

2010-10-06T11:54:00.004+08:00

i think, for every relationship there are different stages which applies to all..
just ytd that i thought only mine was going through tremendous emotions, a series of hardships and all.
and coincidentally, i heard on the fm.
girl A texted in the radio station to seek help.
she said, ' i dated my bf for 5 years, but for the last 2 and 1/2 years he had someone else with him. he cheated on me.
all the replies that others gave was related to love and trust.
like
'if you love him, it's not easy to give up 5 yrs of relationship.'
'if so he said he knows his mistakes and is coming back for you, begging for a second chance.. you should give him a second chance.'
'if you can't trust him anymore, you should brace up and walk away'
'if he loved you, he wouldn't cheat'
sounds familar?
i think all guys do the same, because we're all growing up.. we make mistakes.
will you be as mad as a hornet? or down in the dumps?
it's water over the dam thus we can only forgive and forget in order to move on.
to me, personally i feel that it's tough to forget or even forgive.
just when you thought you shaked those thoughts off, it flashes at the back of your mind all over again.
but the most important thing is that both parties agree to change for the better just for this love.
cause for every failed relationship, the same problem will occur even if you date someone else. the same stages to go through when you thought it will not be the same cause you're dating someone else.
it's always a war between the head and the heart.
i guess most of the times, heart wins.

p.s: Honesty is the best policy.

i'll do anything.

2010-10-04T16:27:00.003+08:00

This may not be a fantanstic picture, but i really hope this picture can come to life again. and i believe in karma. whoever whom did that to us, you'll die tragically.

I've always been a fighter, But without you I'll give up.

2010-10-03T19:19:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces

2010-08-31T14:09:00.004+08:00

i accidentally overheard the conversation of some strangers just now.
A: my parents taught me not to do anything that'll hurt others.
B: right, don't do anything that you'll regret.
i thought it made sense but on second thoughts, because you don't wanna regret thus you'll do things even though you'll get hurt. isn't it irony?

right now, i fear the truth. it's either you give me your all, or you share it among other girls whom wouldn't mind.

be a man worth fighting for, be the one whom knows how to not make a girl cry instead of wiping her tears. or at least, show that you're worth her tears.

Alles Gute zum Geburtstag!

2010-08-25T13:10:00.000+08:00

The best antiques are old friends,
thank you for making my 19th a good one.
and of course those well wishes from many counts.
last but not least. w, i knw you tried <3

Raindrops

2010-08-09T20:42:00.009+08:00

Corn soup

PORTOBELL O WITH CHICKEN

MUSHROOM ARRABBIATA

MASCARPONE MOUSSE

i said " wait! let me take a picture first. "
he replied " i eat ah, i eat ah "

and it was obvious that he was posing for me:)

i really love the polkapolka dots.

it's been really long since he last brought me to town for a good meal, movies ever since he started preparing for ndp. you know, you are quite adorable sometimes. <3 you.

there are times that i feel so strangled with everything bottled up inside. i really..

Mind games.

2010-07-27T13:12:00.004+08:00

lacks of money vexes many.

2010-07-20T23:16:00.007+08:00

Woman needs a honest man. someone she can trust and love wholeheartedly, this is it. if i'm a scientist, i wish i can invent a machine that can differentiate truth & lies. so i won't be in a dilemma now. then i realised, love is not a form of investment. we should not put all our assets in. because apart from not getting any in return, we'll lose much more than what we've invested.

i met my bff!

2010-06-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

wendycuppyy <3

am really missing those salad days we used to share! hanging out in town every saturdays for shopping, snacking (we've gained much weight from then), boozing sessions at acid bar. everything changes but not this ❤. she's the candy of my eyes, way beyond strawberry candies:)

just like this entry, short and sweeeeeeet.
can't wait for mondaysss ❤

we used to have this figured out.

2010-06-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

i really like the rainbow effects on my picture i had for my previous post, it depicts how much joy you've brought me over the 15months, but. can we get back to how it used to be?

can't believe i'm turning 19, in ten days time. i was anticipating all along, cause i don't see it coming. but when it's really arriving, i dread it because i've lost all my anticipation and after that particular day, i have to wait like 365 days for it again?

anyw this is W baby. the previous picture i blogged was his (scroll down to the older post). he literally evolved over the years? he's looking so cute in this picture but obviously i'm not the one beside him la so i have to crop the girl off. so sorry, but i really love this picture of his.

2010-06-10T00:22:00.003+08:00

Browsing through my pictures in the lappy, then i realised so much changed over these years. especially those familiar faces, no longer seem so familiar.

i wish i can share my heavy heart.

I knew it all along, you're too good to be mine.

2010-06-01T23:49:00.006+08:00

through the insecurity, insecurity survives.
compromised to the maximum for you, what bout you?
you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, can take up my role in his life. yes go ahead.
i know i'm penning down thought out of anger, i'm sorry but i can't take these anymore.
am watching forever love last live by xjapan, my emotions are getting out of hand.
goodnight.

We

2010-05-26T16:00:00.001+08:00

i love my new boyfriend.

Always

2010-05-25T16:24:00.005+08:00

Ending one photo with the birthday girl, my bff.
i hate my hair!

Went sunset for the celebration of my bff, brought baby along. The so familiar place yet not. This girl is really fortunate la, the photos speaks. i wonder how would my bday be. i reckon it's gonna be screwed. hmm. okay, gotta prepare for work again:( ciao!

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Mad love.

2010-05-14T14:04:00.000+08:00

by Alexander Mcqueen

p.s: just another heartbreaker, really had me going.

Facade

2010-05-12T11:29:00.005+08:00

<3. meeting her for burger shack in 2 hrs:)

Grace, fieldtrip 2 wks back.

this was taken like close to a year back. miss those gatherings we used to have.
and i was taken back by the length of my hair then! kinda regretted perming again the other time as i wanted to revive those curls i've lost over time. am so hesitant about getting straight hair again. the hair in the picture is exactly what i feel like having now:(
okay, am going to prepare and head out to pamper myself with mani and pedi followed by burger shack! ciao.

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worn out faces.

2010-05-07T15:38:00.002+08:00

scheming world, dreadful faces.

p.s: baby snipped my hair off!

Mad world

2010-04-22T14:14:00.002+08:00

fetish for sport bikes, no idea why it ended up to be a street bike. and the paintwork is definitely not what we intended to have:(

compare the two photos above, the resolution differs so much. or was it the photographer's problem?

it's me, with him and his retarded smile.

k i srsly hate my hair now and he promised to give me a good haircut this week.

i must agree with adam lambert this is a mad world. i'm deeply in love with his song now! whats lies beneath all the fame and glamour, it's a whole load of shitty stuffs. much that i can't elaborate here.

Plain saturday.

2010-04-10T23:51:00.001+08:00

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Mi Amore.

2010-04-06T20:24:00.005+08:00

After much persuasion, i booked the tickets for clash of the titans. it was relatively good thou, much better than what i've expected.i'm utterly disappointed about what happened at fep. And that was the last time, we went town with 3908. Waste not, want not. i hope you keep your promise. A rolling stone gathers no moss? i don't know. but i know one can't have the best of both worlds.

p.s: this is the best that i can give.

Preview.

2010-04-01T20:17:00.001+08:00

Guess where i brought her to?

my pocketful of dreams.

2010-03-26T19:00:00.003+08:00

IF YOU FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT
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MY BKK TRIP IS CANCELLED:(
BUT
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WE'RE GOING TO BINTAN TMR. (NOT AGAIN?)
ACTUALLY I'M NOT A WEE BIT EXCITED CAUSE IT'S KINDA BORING BUT IT'LL BE A RELAXING GETAWAY FOR ME/US.
WANNA KNOW WHICH HOTEL/RESORT I'M STAYING AT THIS TIME RD?
STAY TUNED. I'LL MAKE SURE BABY SNAPS LOTS OF PICTURES BACK THIS TIME ROUND TO COMPENSATE MY LOST THE OTHER TIME. HEHE

P.S: am selling my prada wallet. any buyers?

I have a baby minnie called minnieminnie.

2010-03-18T19:26:00.003+08:00

i used to think that working in a place that i'm new to, but with familiar people around will be good as compared to working with a bunch of strangers where political stuffs always arise and they may not seem as nice as they are superficially, backstabbing you maybe. now i like NEITHER.

Cause i realised that the friction between will cause alot of unnecessary problems and the unglam side of each other that you won't wanna know for the rest of your life will all surface and this is the time you'll come to realise and question yourself
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did i trust the right person?

sometimes, it's just good enough being friends. not to the extend of being colleagues as well. cause it'll pain you to see all the flaws that you usually don't, you'll lose the good feelings you use to have about the person.

anyw, i can't wait for the bkk trip to pamper myself. it's really tedious and stamina consuming taking 2 jobs. why i so chiong?

p.s: if only my bosses read this and decides to give me advance pay, i really don't mind:p

Caffeine.

2010-03-15T19:44:00.003+08:00

i am srsly bored at work, cause no one is ard.
all my fav stalls are closed for the day and i'm losing my motivations to work.
another thing is that i have to give up all my wants for his.
am i doing the right thing?
& ytd was our one year.
in any case you thought, i am those whom fancies a fine dine restaurant on a significant day, a great gift and all.
you are
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only partially right.

because that was my wishful thinking.
anyw, i still enjoyed myself.

i'll upload a few pictures when i'm free.
and the joke of the day was that i brought my cam without the memory card. HAHA

another 1hr and 10 mins before i ko. for the past 2 hr and 50min i have been "like this".
yeah like this.

' Cause of you.

2010-03-08T20:11:00.004+08:00

i'm munching on my choco flake bar which i spent all my pocket money on, while waiting to knockoff. so i thought i should write a lil something here:)

am sourcing for some fine dine restaurants, any to recommend? if you follow me on twitter, you should roughly catch my intention already. hehe.

srsly, i feel the pain at work. bet cyn knws it best. we're on the same boat:(
i've got a couple of random things in mind now.

1: should i continue spending all my money on choco flake? ( it's damn dope )
2: my bkk trip is still on. in case you haven't seen the news, theres alot of riots and protest going on. will i be back in a piece? :(
3: i needa get life insurance for myself cause my life is at stake.
4: i need money for bkk, as well as his superfour.
5: what will he give me on sat? nothing.
6: i'm going to buy 4D, first time ever in my coming 19 years. ( pls bless me, just this once will do!! )
7: what should i wear for work tmr?
8: i must stick to my loaf of bread tmr, no other than that.
9: i can't get over the bad stuffs at work.
10: why am i in all this shit? the answer is the subject of my post.

thank you for reading, i tricked you into reading my rants. hehe

p.s: you get me countless choco flake bar, i'll never get sick of those! love:D

EVOL

2010-02-21T20:29:00.005+08:00

Are you still here with me?
another quick one, cause i'll be busy for a period of time.

some delayed pictures from cuppy's birthday.
"i'm happy because you are"

dinner some time back.

p.s iloveyou.

tune in okay.

Pink.

2010-01-28T15:53:00.002+08:00

WE ARE GOING TO THAILAND THIS MARCH! AWESOME OR WHAT?

KKK. w's coming to fetch me now and he's over the moon because he's gonna remove his p plate ltr on! ciao:)

One must have sunshine, freedom & a little flower.

2010-01-26T15:16:00.005+08:00

i've found my sunshine, what about you?

just a quick one, to keep things going.

am anticipating the arrival of shinee this sun! keeping my fingers crossed to see Jong hyun <3333
and i hope nothing goes wrong and i'll be in thailand with baby this march!

p.s: come back from the forest soon okay:(

Real love goes beyond sweet words.

2010-01-14T15:23:00.008+08:00

Do you have times when you had a lot of thoughts running through your head and you needa pen them down?
BUT each time when you switched on your laptop you got carried away and by the time you intend to write a good post, the Zzzz monsters attacked you and there was no way but to hit the sacks? alright maybe that was just me. i've been wanting to post since the year started, hope i'm just a tad late. HAPPY TWENTY 10! i had a awesome countdown this year with bffs at downtown for BBQ and a 4 hrs killer cycling!! and having said that, almost everyone had their resolutions/recaps of 2009 up. so that made me start to recall if i had any last year and were they fulfilled? but i couldn't get a thing out of my feather brain, so i tried running through my achieves and realised i did not have resolutions because i said those that i made on 2008 did not come true:(
anyw, life's cool with w around for the last whole year. and sometimes life is that bad that we're barely making ends, because we're on our own. with his little NS pay every month and my pocket money, i practically munched on bread everyday in school because we're on a saving mode. but i have no complains over that. because a penny saved is a penny earned and it brings us a step closer to his dream:) and who says flour makes you fat? i'm a breadpig and i just lost over 2 kilos lately:)

At the end of the day, this is just a wordy post which i hope can keep you occupied for some time. else if, you can follow me on twitter! :) @chanelcharlotte.

p.s: 14th again, my sunshineshine.

nothing, but an empty shell.

2009-12-29T00:31:00.004+08:00

awesome movie marathon on xmas eve.

i'm now a owner of a petit noe. hoho.

santa sent me some gifts when i woke up!

was busy playing psp and had macs for supper last night, sinful:(

baby finally decided on getting his class 2A and we ought to be very very thrifty now.

we are barely making ends:(

bbq for new year.

i haven't been home since thurs, but here i am.

third tub of haagen daz!

visited sispec last thurs, ding tai fung aftermath.

am craving for beancurd..

barely started pd..

picnic this week.

lotsa work awaiting for me.

and ponders what friends are for.

okay, goodnight all:)

your call.

2009-12-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

If it's gonna hurt either way, what would you choose?

16th @ supperclub

2009-12-17T22:01:00.004+08:00

more to come!

i'm sick:(

p.s: i miss wmon:(((((

2009-12-14T23:41:00.004+08:00

a bad one.

p.s: i want a lv petit noe:(

Times have changed, dramatically; drastically.

2009-12-08T23:40:00.007+08:00

i/we? seriously needa learn how to manage my/our finance.
so much to save for..

our overseas trips
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his class 2A
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& styling course
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my labels
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our daily expenditure
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ahhhhh! so frustrated already!!!!

p.s: anyw, i have pretty curls now. hehe. ignore the previous post biding goodbye to 'em. i, am a woman. yeah a fickle minded one.

Chocolate taste better in colours.

2009-11-24T22:01:00.004+08:00

i hate peanuts but.. currently, this is one exception:D

gailgail's 18th on 18th at decoders cafe:)
christmas carols and hk cafe with cyn and mel. and thanks to cyn for the free ticket!
i went town again the following day, 2012 and hk cafe with baby!
STORM THE WARRIORS NEXT!!
side track, am planning a bkk trip with baby!

anyw, goodbye curls. but i'm still indecisive bout snipping my hair off:(
maybe something like this? but i'll miss my curly curly QQ hair!

Cuz I know this flame isn't dying.

p.s: baby has an affair with his bed and he spends quality time with it than with me:(

craze

2009-11-13T02:46:00.003+08:00

i can't believe that i'm still playing bejewel at this hour, trying to break that high score of mine. and i can't make up my mind to hit the sacks now or to wait for baby to wake up in like 2 hours time? my eyes are closing, i'm so going to hibernate tomorrow! hehehehe

il mio amore

2009-11-10T22:03:00.005+08:00

WMON'S 21ST.

2009-10-29T23:18:00.004+08:00

W had a simple 21st celebration three weeks back. an advance celebration on sat at fish and co, along with his family. aftermath we went home to cut the cake. but before that, i gave him a surprise at DFS. apparently the pictures ain't presentable at all. so.. yeah.

The lead of the day, my wmon:)

he's now the owner of a loewe wallet.

&& a Nitendo DS

not forgetting a sponsored trip to Bintan! yes, his advance birthday present from me. Talking bout the Bintan trip, i actually made a mistake on the arrival day. i booked the rooms for 11th but we arrived on the 10th =.= lodging in nirwana garden was great, and they provide excellent service. it's a great location if you're intending to take a short break from the hustle bustle city life. we spent half of our time swimming and going to the so called flea market "pasar oleh oleh" for massage and mani/pedicures. it's definitely NOT a good place for shopping. and the stuffs there are so costly, most of the things are calculated by USD OR SGD. because their currency has got so many 000000000xzxzxz, i paid my first billion dollars there. hoho. nevertheless, we had a great time.

pasar oleh oleh

the room we chose, everything looks exactly the same from the image, just that we had a queen size bed. room comes with everything we need, and has a swimming pool view.

back to his birthday, take note of this web. (http://giftedcupcakes.blogspot.com/) NOT( http://mysweetniblets.livejournal.com ) I MADE A MISTAKE HERE.
so i ordered cupcakes from this giftedcupcakes intending to surprise him, i was told to do a meetup to collect the cakes but after waiting for almost an hour, i called and asked how much longer must i wait. and a guy whom answered my call claims that he is the owner of the site was stuttering on the line saying.. " i.. i... think i want to cancel your order.. because because it's too rush. & & everything don't look good now " WTF. everything just ended like that. my whole plan came crashing, while waiting for the cakes; w has already booked out and was patiently waiting outside his camp for me. when i arrived to pick him up, he was the only pathetic soul left. yet he did not complain at all. my bad baby, i'm sorry.

anyw, perhaps you guys can try mysweetniblets for cupcakes. i believe they serve quality cupcakes with good service:)

rounding up, my pockets were drained. but baby it's all worth it, amour wmon.

ending this off with, us. ( notice his hair, he had a new haircut! ) looking back at those pictures we took, i think he's ugly with botak. lol

oh yes yes. he gave me a present..
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chanelmon loves wmon.

Finale.

2009-10-26T23:15:00.001+08:00

Don't let me go.

" Chanel charlotte il mio amore " wmon

2009-10-26T13:42:00.007+08:00

credits to CT.

close up :D

anyw, many has been asking where i got the flower hairclip as seen on the picture above. kudos to cyn (http://love3cyn.onsugar.com), it was a gift from her. it's a handmade hairclip which goes along very well with almost all outfits. i believe that she'll be glad to take in orders from anyone whom appreciates her handicrafts. this is not an ad, i'm just sharing some good stuffs with everyone!!

TGIF

2009-10-23T00:23:00.003+08:00

The long awaited friday is finally here! i'll be back to update tmr, yes! tmr!!!

21ST

2009-10-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

Today is your day
I love you and there's no doubt
You deserve everything I can give
But I can only give you a little
You make me as happy as a skittle
Don't feel alone
Everyone has their day
Someday when I'm grown
My hair will be grey
This is to you my love
You really deserve it
I hope you like this
It's all I could afford
This is your reward
Because you are my honey
Happy Birthday W.

i'll come back with the updates of his celebrations and all.

I love you from my socks to my pocket-T.

2009-10-03T09:19:00.003+08:00

i'm waiting for baby boy to book out now, he's taking way too long:( it's been a whole week of 7 days without him and he promised that he'll go shopping with me later!! anyw, does anyone has any idea where can i get a cheaper NDSL? i'm so pressed for time. ciao.

p.s: pls help to click on the ads okey! xoxo

Can't smile without you.

2009-09-29T21:27:00.017+08:00

Alright, so where was i? i practically revolved around baby all these while. what's more other than work and baby boy? weekends are well spent at home, feels like years ago since the both of us last left our footprints in town. oh, did i mentioned that he had his POP ( Passing out Parade ) on 090909? and we left for bintan right after that. i think... i shouldn't have bought the digi cam. cause baby is not one whom enjoys photography, i can't seem to snap pictures of us, and place we've been to. that explains the lack of update here. but come to think of it, he never fails to make me smile. take last week for example, we had a tiff. and he flashed
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** a picture of his first attempt in NS! to make me smile:D ( he's gonna kill me for this! )

and despite that his another half ...

often throws tantrum ( NO, i'm not the one! )

** he still insists to ride me out to buy beancurd at yishun and get the super
common donuts at no where but admiralty.

** he brings me to consult doctor and dissolves pills for me, cause i can't swallow 'em. & i told him.. other than my mommy, you're the first:)

** he buys me ice-cream after movies.

** he wrote his first letter to me...

** and and! he curls my hair for me. 4 months ago.. the two vainpots ( us ), brought the tongs and hair mousse from singapore to genting just to do our hair there. few months back, he dyed my hair for me and the week before he trimmed my hair. but i can't seem to find any pictures of those. anyw, ain't he sweet? but not very actually. the truth lies beneath. hahahhaah.

i'm ending this with my new friend, xiaobai:)

p.s: i needa catch some beauty sleep, i miss my friends.

you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

2009-09-20T20:25:00.005+08:00

W's out and he dumped me at home. he doesn't feels what i feel:( i'm all alone now, not exactly.. Xiaobai's here but she's crying.
back to topic, i just can't find the right materials to fill this white space here. i'll probably blog bout the bintan trip with baby soon. apart from that, i can't really recall what's on since the last update here. updates are mundane and i'm losing all my readers. hmmm. perhaps it's time to brainstorm and do a spicy post soon. ciao.

p.s: please help to click on the ads okey!:)

i'm couldn't resist to read the unfinished letter you wrote for me, and i'm truely touched.

but if only you can see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?

Cause we're not taking the easy way out.

2009-09-04T23:45:00.004+08:00

you have no idea just how it feels to be insignificant and unappreciated.
you're not making things easy for me, us.

p.s: kinder surprise ain't that appealing afterall.

Tears are words the hard can't express.

2009-09-03T23:34:00.001+08:00

It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.

Fuck.

beezyweezy.

2009-08-31T21:40:00.003+08:00

i'll be right back with updates!
am going to bintan, next week:)
p.s: you just don't see the differences

Sadness flies away on the wings of time

2009-08-17T21:29:00.012+08:00

credits to natasha

Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong

p.s: i miss cuppy, i feel like i lost everything when you're gone.

I’m torn between what was and what could be.

2009-08-12T20:56:00.010+08:00

apart from those mundane updates, it's time to flood your sight with some visuals.
above are pictures from nat's birthday: we went timbre, rebel.

studio shoot for photography. it's fun, yeah it is.
it's killing me now, to be continued.

p.s: i thank you for everything.
i'm sorry.
Where is the “good” in goodbye?
Amour.

They that sow in tears shall reap in joy,

2009-08-11T21:57:00.001+08:00

"Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad"
Love means never having to say you’re sorry.
More men are sorry for speaking, than keeping silence.
perhaps, perhaps; perhaps.

Compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright.

2009-08-02T18:55:00.005+08:00

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
there are no words
No way to speak right now
but i can still hear you.
even thou we're apart,
I still feel you.
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine; my W

we're both fighting for this love,
battling with time, distance; fear & trust.
When I miss you,
i'll play our favourite songs and flip thru our pictures.
not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you.
It makes me forget the distance and capture you,
because you're constantly on my mind.
i used to live without you, life was still bearable then.
but now, i can hardly survive; without you i'll be miserable at best.
you stealer, stole my heart.
it's a crime, and you're gonna be sentenced.
i say, for stealing; you're punished to stay with me forever!
if only we can whisper the magic words into each others' ears right now.
baby, i miss you.

p.s: Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.

2009-07-31T22:05:00.002+08:00

when will you be back. 7, 8 or 9 days?
I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you.

"I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again"

miss you like crazy, by MOFFATTS.

Stealer.

2009-07-21T11:49:00.003+08:00

p.s: i have the urge to snip my hair off, should i?

Cherry pick.

2009-07-20T09:00:00.012+08:00

Photoshoot by GuoWei

still my best friend, forever.

When i realised.. that really put my nose out of joint
am not a 'lil angry at all. in fact i'm very upset.
i need a pair of listening ears and a shoulder to lean on,
but baby's in camp:(
i....

my life's like white-bread.
school's like watching grass grow.
weekends are strictly dedicated to baby & xiaobai.
i'm a couch potato:)

p.s: what's forever or constant? i guess it's ( change )

Used.

2009-07-19T19:39:00.004+08:00

not your stepping stone.

At my wits' end, heart sank.

2009-07-10T10:57:00.007+08:00

The super belated.

2009-07-06T21:29:00.005+08:00

i received the sweetest birthday card ever, it says

" Thanks for loving me...
... even when i'm crabby.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY "

my heart melted:)

i haven't seen him in a month of Sundays, so i was anticipating to fetch him from camp on the 26th. this sweet chap of mine, suffered pretty much and my heart aches for him. but he still made it a point to celebrate my birthday with me together with his family, with a yummy chocolaty cake! that's so sinful but ya, sweet treats are happy pills.
when the clock strikes 12, he gave me a peck on my lips and whispered in my ears, "happy birthday baby". that made my best birthday ever. and my day ended after catching transformers followed a surprise from girlfriends at istana park. not forgetting cuppycake whom came all the way to pass me my prezzie. it's so nice to see my best friends after so long.

and of course i didn't forget the enjoyable celebration with cyn, mel, rin, shannon at rajah inn!
i don't fancy grand occasions, this is a really simple 18th, with all my love ones including VIVIANONG AND WENDYASHLEY:)
i feel so loved.. with all those wishes and prezzies from all, am so thankful of everything<3

omygwad! i've got 2 As for my uts! cha's grinning from ear to ear:D

keep the faith, baby

2009-07-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

Week 3, Day 5

a day feels like a year, to be continued...

p.s: i'll blog about my 18th next week, i promise:)

I.. don't wanna miss a thing.

2009-07-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Week 3, Day 4

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

ted says, love W.

2009-06-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

Week 3, day 3

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
miss W.

& he is my baby.

2009-06-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

Week 3, day 2

you're so cute when you're asleep.
i'm so drawn to you.

Irreplaceable

2009-06-28T22:40:00.003+08:00

Week 3, day 1

and off you go.
it'll be a long week for us:(

Day after day.

2009-06-25T23:46:00.001+08:00

DAY 14

we're just one day closer, i seriously can't wait to see you.
i smell like a cookie now, ciao.

p.s: i'm turning 18 soon!

The magic word.

2009-06-24T22:31:00.003+08:00

DAY 13

Why does tonight, have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
And pause it at our favorite parts.
We'll skip the goodbyes.
If i had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and runaway,
Just you and i.

p.s: he knows i'm craving for nihon mura, and promised that he'll bring me there when he book out:) i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

'Cause you and I both loved.

2009-06-23T21:25:00.002+08:00

DAY 12

at often times those words get tangled up in lines.
i wished you'll surprise me on..
i wished.. i wished..
i'll go on wishing, because i never saw it coming.

2009-06-23T18:07:00.002+08:00

if only...
if only you'll..
if only..
if only...
if only..
so many ifs, they will not come true anyway.
it's just some random thought in my head..

Drawn to the you, like a moth to a flame

2009-06-22T23:17:00.004+08:00

DAY 11

guess we needa do some fine tuning, baby.

p.s: i'd like to have some roses, and i wanna go to jewel box:(

Down in the dumps.

2009-06-21T21:26:00.003+08:00

DAY 10.

you just...
but i'll just have get a grip on myself, keep a stiff upper lip.

p.s: 100TH

Cast sheep's eyes at

2009-06-20T23:12:00.003+08:00

Day 9

i stand four-square behind you baby.
fine words butter no parsnips, but it seems that giving you words of encouragement is the only words i can give you.

love is not about flowery speech, i love you for who you are.
we will stand the test of time.

gonna Catch some z's..
p.s: i feel as full as a tick now, i'll update on my advance bday celebration and cass's bday celebration soon!:D

20th June' 09

2009-06-20T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA.
i know i haven't been spending much time with you, but you know i'll always be here just like how i did for the past few years. LOVE

I'll have to take the good with the bad

2009-06-19T22:13:00.006+08:00

DAY 8

baby, i hope you put your best foot forward in camp.
I'd like to do something for you, but whatever I do seems like a drop in the bucket.
Rome was not built in one day, same goes for our love.
I am in awe of you.

i'm not a girl, not yet a woman.
bout to turn 18 next week, but i...
i wanna paint the town red.

too wired to be tired.

2009-06-18T22:52:00.002+08:00

DAY 7

i'm so in love with you and it just keeps getting better.

p.s: workload piling up, time is running out.

And maybe..

2009-06-17T22:54:00.005+08:00

Day 6

tongue tied and helpless.
feels like iceland here with frosty spectacles lens and i can't see it clear.
disheartening thoughts, i.. need the S on my chest.
lack of thought..

You touch everyplace in my heart.

2009-06-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

DAY 5

too much in mind to share, too little time to convey.
too careful in words, too particular about time.
resulting conversations to run dry, the call ends with a tear.
it's you and me, nono. with army & school.

I for You,

2009-06-15T23:00:00.001+08:00

DAY 4

cookies and kinder surprise brought us close apart.
i wish they have the power to do it again.
this time round, i wish they can send me to your arms.

I will still love you tomorrow.

2009-06-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

DAY 3

“when two hearts are meant to be, no matter how long it takes, no matter how far they go, no matter how tough it seems. Fate will bring them together, to share a life forever.”

Pictures of you, pictures of me. Remind us all of what we used to be.

P.S: HAPPY 3RD BABY.

Dear weilun..

2009-06-13T22:32:00.006+08:00

Day 2

flipping through our photos and chat logs the whole day,
had nothing in mind except for him.
now that the lights are out, i'll be waiting till dawn; hoping that he'll text me again.
i always thought that having to burn my nights to meet him every weds thurs fri sat was tedious. but i was so wrong, i finally realised that i needed him so much that i can't even leave him for a few seconds. i'd forsake my sleeping hours just to be with him despite having to attend school the following day.
much complains here and there, i'm always unsatisfied with how things were.
up till this point, i then realised that i was a fool, not being able to see how great my boyfriend is and all that he's done for me.
my hearts aches to see you suffer.

BABY, i'll be a better girl of yours.
ANOTHER 13 DAYS.

never saw it coming, should have started running.

2009-06-12T23:05:00.012+08:00

Day 1

sent baby off to camp this morn, i was holding back my tears to part with him. and he has already hit the sacks after a short conversation of less than 5 mins and a couple of messages, we've never communicate this little before. moreover he'll be confined for 2 whole weeks, which is like so long to us. i feel so... and i realised i couldn't ring anyone up to share because everyone thinks that i've neglected them 'cause of my baby. but the truth is, would you not spend the last 2 weeks with your bf everyday but forsake him together with all his worries and concern he has and will face in the upcoming two years? he's gonna part with everyone and adapt to a new lifestyle, while i'm just gonna part with him for the time being. making a comparision, my bad for neglecting my friends but i was doing my part as a girlfriend i knew i have to, i love him more than anyone can see or feel. everything totally sucked, i don't feel good at all. i shall discontinue to stop tears from falling.

baby, it's just the first day. and it's not even 24 hours, yet i miss you a lot. i'll hold my tears back and wait for you. don't fear because i will be here, as always.

5 in the morn now, i'm still up because i fear you'll need me to be around.

Friendship is but a name; fidelity but an empty name.

2009-06-08T12:12:00.003+08:00

“The best mirror is an old friend.”

I miss laughing out loud. I miss the long hour conversations. I miss those bitching sessions. I miss doing so many things, things we usually do. I miss you. I miss us.

& you, just don't understand.

p.s: i need more than just 86,400 seconds a day.

My good and my bad

2009-06-07T22:31:00.001+08:00

A guy's good point
只有在他身邊的那個女人才知道
我對她好把她的依靠當做回報.

Weilun: Love you:)

And I would answer all your wishes, It's all about you baby.

2009-06-05T01:09:00.003+08:00

Before words like life, beauty, and love had meaning,
you gave them to me, like gifts from a king.
Before i knew what love was, i gave it to you in return.

Before time carved mountains out of the pit of the earth and turned glaciers
into seas and seas into deserts, You shared with me a timeless, infinite love.

Long after the sun is a burnt out symbol of a past life and the oceans are a
sip of water in the universe, i will still love you.

" Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours "

Elate.

2009-06-04T11:46:00.005+08:00

genting with baby.
sucha darling, so dear to me.
i shall keep him in my 'lil pocket.
oh W, my baby.

p.s: you're nothing, but a mockery.

DREAD THE COMING 12TH:(

2009-06-03T13:00:00.002+08:00

JANGJANG!

2009-05-28T12:46:00.001+08:00

LIAR LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE.

fifth avenue.

2009-05-24T22:40:00.001+08:00

BEHINDHAND

vivian
heartfelt thoughts, my best understands.
we'll be friends for a decade soon!
she was there for me, as always.
18th, is a new turning point, darling.
"One loyal friend is worth ten thousand relatives."

cynthia
how does it feels to be legal? lol
you pulled me through my harderst moment, shared my deepest thoughts.
happy belated 18th!
next month 27th, heh.
"In a friend you find a second self."

cuppycake, lets catch up soon, love!
i know i've neglected gail, yanwen; jiaen. lets chill out soon, promise:D

oh, lappy was discharged after having a hard time in icu for a whole week and she's badly missed. so here she is, i swear that i must protect and treasure her.
let me share some photos taken by me during photography lesson k!

e24e

save the best for the last?

you own that sunshine smile that i'm totally smitten with.
My night has become a sunny dawn because of you.
"A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me
together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in
heart."

inverted M.

2009-05-19T20:39:00.003+08:00

it's beyond tolerance,
visible? yeah, NOT.
am feeling so hapless lately,
i need a 'lil more luck than a 'lil bit.

i'm that girl he talks about,
but i don't have everything you have to live without.

teddy said " ......

p.s: i can't and i won't.

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles
with lemonade

...

2009-05-14T11:46:00.002+08:00

Bruised and battered by your words, Dazed and shattered how it hurts. Haven't I always loved you?

apparently, life ain't good at all.
it's meaningless to complain about it 'cause it doesn't help.

jing tian wo hen bye bye.

fatigue.

2009-05-09T16:18:00.001+08:00

i need some private space, can anyone teach me how to put password for certain post:(

"The best proof of love is trust."

2009-05-02T23:01:00.008+08:00

My words flow, with lack of thought.

14 random things
i want a chanel's day
i wanna to blog about giraffe, fashion bar, makeover by gailyn, dedicate a post for vian's 18th.
i wanna go for a feast, am craving for a cup of kahlua milk.
i feel like skipping school.
i wanna rip those eye bags off.
i'm longing for a good rest, to catch my beauty sleep.
i feel like i'm a third.
i wanna get over those sucky things.
i wanna bake.
i wanna reply to tags.
i wanna change my blog song.
i wanna get the effing chio marc jacobs tote.
i wanna catch up with sis and kel.
i miss w and he's out:(

side track, i don't feel like celebrating my 18th & i'm not anticipating it at all.

all the "Wants" tells that cha's not productive at all:(

Love doesn't ask why, speaks from the heart, and never explains.