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never saw it coming, should have started running.
12 June, 2009 6/12/2009 11:05:00 PM

Day 1

sent baby off to camp this morn, i was holding back my tears to part with him. and he has already hit the sacks after a short conversation of less than 5 mins and a couple of messages, we've never communicate this little before. moreover he'll be confined for 2 whole weeks, which is like so long to us. i feel so... and i realised i couldn't ring anyone up to share because everyone thinks that i've neglected them 'cause of my baby. but the truth is, would you not spend the last 2 weeks with your bf everyday but forsake him together with all his worries and concern he has and will face in the upcoming two years? he's gonna part with everyone and adapt to a new lifestyle, while i'm just gonna part with him for the time being. making a comparision, my bad for neglecting my friends but i was doing my part as a girlfriend i knew i have to, i love him more than anyone can see or feel. everything totally sucked, i don't feel good at all. i shall discontinue to stop tears from falling.


baby, it's just the first day. and it's not even 24 hours, yet i miss you a lot. i'll hold my tears back and wait for you. don't fear because i will be here, as always.

5 in the morn now, i'm still up because i fear you'll need me to be around.