know what, i'm supposed to take the worse medication ever. i'm feeling so queer. tablets are so bitter and the taste of pink cough syrup is so bizarre(pink represents strawberry flavour, as i thought). but they leave a bitter taste in my mouth, causing me to lose appetite even when i'm very very hungry yet i'll have to skip my meals. *pouts* and i jus remembered, i've been ill for exactly TWO whole weeks! :(:(
hi, my bestfriend is brad.
29 January, 2009 1/29/2009 12:35:00 AM
i can't believe that the few hours before the clock strikes 12 on lunar new year eve, i was in bed 'cause i was feeling really terrible. it's been a effing long week for me. i can't eat, sleep; speak well. new year has always been great, yet this is one exception. on the other hand, vacation's here again. should i just sleep my days away? hmmmmm. maybe i should get a job yeah. enough said, i'm going crash.
before that, i recalled something. cuppycake told me this on my birthday last year. i asked her how would she dress up on her birthday and she said "i'll doll myself up like a princess" & so in a blink of eye, she's gonna be 18. i believe everyone will do their best to make her the happiest princess, not just on that particular day but everyday:):)
i needa hit the clubs to revive my nightlife. okey dokey, happy hour's on tmr. heh:) HAPPY NEW YEAR!
p.s: i miss sister & kel much.
I'll put his picture down, And maybe get some sleep tonight.
19 January, 2009 1/19/2009 10:17:00 PM
i'm not sure if i've done the right thing, neither do i feel that i'm in the wrong. for all i know, this is me; this is my ambition. i need some inspirations for portfolio:(
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my bottom line, which i totally agree with.
Other people's dramas will only create emotional intensity and upheaval for you. Your compassionate nature is something others admire in you, but it could be putting you into a phase of emotional intensity and upheaval right now if you are not careful. It's simply not healthy to get too involved in other people's dramas! Today, try to take a more impersonal point of view about things. You are not responsible for making everyone happy all the time, so do not put that level of pressure on yourself. Do something by yourself that you enjoy today. Focus on you.
p.s: i have a sexy voice & can hardly breathe.
maybe some roses will be good.
16 January, 2009 1/16/2009 12:10:00 AM
my essential needs:)
it's friday, here goes chanel's theory again:( seriously i dread schooling and 3 weeks feels like 3 years! besides it's science tmr. but i'll have to pay a high price for playing truant for 3 consecutive weeks. there goes to say, i'll have to drag my feets tmr with a sulky face. awwwww. blow wind blow, blow him far far away 'cause everyone knows that i hate him and i won't wanna team with him. okey, forget it.
there's some cool and hot stuffs i really wanna share. recently, i'm so in love with SHINee especially JONG HYUN. he's so hot & cute, they're fab! oh man. my phone's full of his pictures, my desktop as you can see; and i listen to their songs everyday! ahhhhhhhh. i've been watching their videos over and over again and it seemed that i'll never get sick of it. i want him as my bf *grins*
Y Si Fuera Ella by Jong Hyun:)
unforgettable old times.
12 January, 2009 1/12/2009 01:33:00 PM
another 10 mins or so for O's results. goodluck:)
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting.
10 January, 2009 1/10/2009 11:05:00 PM
sweetie's birthday:)
last week's trip to malacca for nyonyna cuisine! chendol <3
'ya know, these two weeks have been really bad. chips tasted liked junk, chocolates, candies taste bitter, cocktails taste like sorrows, drinking wasn't a pleasure, sun doesn't seem to shine, clouds over my head, feels like it's gonna pour anytime, lady luck doesn't seems to be with me:(
the only thing which warms the cockles of my heart, was the day i caught a movie with my good friend last week. it's been a long time since i met up with him. the only day of these two weeks that i felt relax to be myself and had a whale of a time.
school's like watching grass grow! & skipping school's becoming a habit of mine.
cha' was well-oiled at stjames, and i didn't felt this bad before:(
& seriously, what can sorry do? i'd rather some things are left to be unsaid. i have to take it in my stride. 'cause i can't have cake and the topping, too. this is life. i'm whistling past the graveyard. words fail me, i guess this is it.
The trouble with love is it can tear you up Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is it doesn't care how fast you fall And you can’t refuse the call See you've got no say at all
so effing humiliated.
07 January, 2009 1/07/2009 02:03:00 PM
Friendship is but a name; fidelity but an empty name & Why should I feel sad For what I never had?
I'm with everyone and yet not Got to get away from here I miss the one that I love a lot
I WANNA TRANSFER TO NAFA.
an awful song tonight.
02 January, 2009 1/02/2009 02:22:00 AM
lately, i've been spending much time with my old friends. in fact, everything feels pretty much the same and we're still as close as ever. and it really feels good to catch up, not to forgetting those bitching sessions we had. xoxo afterall, '08 wasn't that bad. time files in a fraction of second. i guess, there's not a need to set any resolutions for 09 'cause my 08 resolutions didn't really made their way to me. that's all for now, i'll have to wait till my laptop gets back in order to post pictures up.
G5G5.. i'm leaving. yes! for a short vacation. the sight of singapore and the hypocritical faces of singaporeans irks me. bye bye.
caught this randomly from a site and i find it kinda hilarious. "My knight in *SHINING* armor turned out to be a LOSER in alluminum foil."
Do you know why your throat hurts whenever you hold back tears? Its because the tears you hold back are the words that threatens to spill out whenever he breaks your heart.
2 years back, i made a very ignorant mistake. i lied. i lied to the man whom loved me. for the sake of the man i used to love. i'm really sorry D. the guilt in my heart throughout the years just won't make themselves scarce. if you're reading this, i sincerely seek for your apology. i'm sorry.
