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Mercy, i'm on my knees.
04 December, 2008 12/04/2008 01:03:00 AM


it seems that i can't get a post right. there's so much that i can't jot down, all my heart felt thoughts. oh! it's been almost a year i'm with ssg. vivid memories running through my head, thou it doesn't feels pretty much the same. but life is all about twists and turns isn't it? oh gosh, talking bout this. i'm missing 'em effing much. nvm bout that. i'll be attending the official grand opening in feb, this makes me pretty excited:)

my life's a bore, feels like the same everyday and things often went belly up. i needa speed like a bullet train in order to get to my destination & i've lost count of how many times i've fallen ill this year, what a rare scene. so much to manage, so much to take care of. indeed, i'm not the only one leading this kind of hustle bustle city life; but it's a lil too much for me. i've neglected much and also given up much for it. missed my girlfriends, miss spending quality time at home & i have to forsake events because school. awwww. i'm pretty hesitant to take up events lately, there's so much i needa sacrifice in order to get them done. i have to plan my schedule every nw and then.. in addition, this is the peak season. with my poor time management, i'm getting nowhere. i've just turned down 2 events this evening! but i know i did it right. what's ahead of me is my studies and not my job. & i'm always proud to tell others than i have a couple of bestfriend. apparently, we're drifting and it pains me to see myself moving from the first to the last. i may have a fury temper but i cross my heart, i did the best for each and every, bend over backwards and even gave a baker's dozen. baybeh. it's not a bolt from the blue, i expected things long ago. it takes 2 hands to clap, i'll have to admit that i'm at fault too. thou i'm upset, i'll still get over it.
okay, i'm done blowing off my steam. i'm perfectly fine now:)
p.s: i'm not out for sympathy.

i think i should let things go, because i know. yes, i really know.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i jus wanna scream.
Tschüs.


be back for my BFF post okay!